Choices

Life is always filled with choices. But I'm definitely having the hardest choice to make now.

What should I do after I graduate?

Should I choose a job I'm interested in but it might not be able to bring me far? Or should I choose a job which can bring me far but I'm might not be very interested in? Or should I choose the job that can fetch me the most money?

If you think that I'm having lots of job offers now, then you are wrong! No one offered me any job yet, but I think I should be prepared and set a target. So far, I'm just randomly applying for job hoping that someone will just employed me. But I really hope to get a job which I'm interested and can bring me far, plus good working environment. I hope I'm not expecting too much.

I'm real scare to make a wrong decision, especially it is going to be my first job. It's okie to make a wrong choice when ypu are studying (Environmental Engineering is hell!) because you can still choose to work in a different line. But working is another story and I'm going to work for the rest of my life. Unless my dream of becoming a tai tai really came true....

Maybe this is part of growing up. The responsibilty of an adult include making decisions.

Decisions that will have great impact on your life.
Decisions which need to go through careful thinking.
Decisions which you need to be responsible for once made.

Maybe I'm too greedy trying to hold on to everything. I'm really very confused and time are running out. I'm ending my exams soon which means there's not much time for me to delay and wait.